I was talking to a buddy of mine who is privy to my current situation and what I’ve been going through and he asked me how do I stay positive and cheerful. I told him I have my moments, I go through the motions, and there are times when I don’t even want to pray. Real talk! I fuss at GOD! But I have to pray! You have to seek HIM! It’s not about masking anything, or putting on a front, but we have to know the WHY in our crisis and the WHY in our living and if you find out the WHY then the How will come. If you find the Why then How to get through it will happen. For some, when they think about where GOD brought them from, they shout, but for me, I don’t think about where HE brought me from because I would lose my mind and if I told you my life from 5-15 years old your couldn’t handle it, and if I told you from 16-41, you wouldn’t believe it because it’s unreal. When you know the WHY in your day, then whatever comes your way, you’re built for it. Just thought I would share! I have the scars to prove that HE loves me and I’ve walked with HIM…believe that!