She Wasn’t Ready: I thought we would make it this far, trying to do ministry Together; it was so bizarre, trying to fight the inclement Weather. It start drizzling then the flakes Came; helping drug addicts and all it’s schematics, things started sizzling and nothing was the Same. She knew I was serious about seeing people make it in life, she was all about me and really faking it for me, and I thought that was trife, minus the Strife, I thought she would become my Wife, but I lost her somewhere to this thing called Life. Life has called me to become who I was called to Be, now she sees what has become of Me and I’m far from who I used Be; but my life is not a game of Open Says Me. Muah! She wasn’t ready to marry me and my destiny because we come as a package deal.